F is for Fight
On Monday morning in the hospital in Utrecht, my amazing, beautiful sister lost her fight with cancer. She passed away, with Ed, mum and...
E is for Ever the Early Bird
Debs was up this morning at 5am again. All her life she has been an early riser - with occasional exceptions for over indulgencies of...
N is for Numb
I feel my body is failing me, and it doesn't do what I want it to do anymore........ That's Deb's title and first line, as she dictated...
B is for Brain
I had a brain MRI on Monday, obviously with the possible outcome being that they would see whether the cancer had spread. No prizes for...
D is for Dazed and Confused
So much has happened in a week I don’t know where to start… I will go backwards because that is the way my mind is working at the moment!...
M is for More Harm Than Good
It’s been a week of ups, downs, developments and pain… and now I am feeling guilty for not having written this earlier… I was going to do...
P & R is for Pain and Religion
Another P&R, not park and ride, not Pansy and Ruby (positive and realistic) but pain and religion. Do they normally go hand in hand?...
W is for Wheelchairs open doors!
Well it’s been a week of highs and lows, picking up where I left off… in Paris! Coldplay were just………….. (this is me being speechless) It...
C is for Coldplay
How can I not write about this?! What a gift! Tomorrow evening, yes, that is Tuesday 18th July 2017, I will be going to see Coldplay in...
T is for Therapy
.....in therapy, retail therapy, group therapy, art therapy, shock therapy, physical therapy, alternative therapy….. Well, I suppose it...